If my eye contact is involuntarily unhappy but non aggressive and nothing personal toward those to whom I am addressing. All duties being performed, punctual and verbally and body language politeness..just not able to engage in conversation which can overlap in superficial humour and comment. I am feeling threatened because I don't blend in well, I work my butt off to compensate for it, as much as I am physically able.. I can't engage in conversation very well and I think they might can me because of it. I also have Christian beliefs which conflict with some types of fraternizing